Ruan Combrinck, who has seven Springbok caps to his name, says he is determined to make the most of his opportunity with the Vodacom Bulls after being forced to sit on the sidelines for the past 16 months.
As much time as Combrinck has spent among his beloved Brahman bulls on his farm, the wing is thrilled to be part of the Bulls touring squad first four rounds of their Vodacom United Rugby Championship campaign.
And when he touched down in Dublin with the team this week, Combrinck said it was simply “a privilege to be able to play again”.
“It’s been a difficult journey back, but as long as you’ve still got that hunger then it makes it a lot easier. It’s great to be involved in rugby again. You know, when you’re a young boy that’s all you know. It’s just about rugby for you. And then you get a taste of what comes after rugby.
“You learn a lot when that bubble bursts and that good life is not in front of you every day anymore. You realise the things you miss, and you promise yourself you won’t ever take that for granted again.”
In fact, it was a humble club game in Pretoria’s Carlton Cup that brought this message home to Combrinck in a big way.
“I played club rugby before we left on tour and it was the greatest thing because you experience again that pure enjoyment of rugby. When you’ve been through operation after operation like I have, rugby can start to feel like a job and you lose a bit of that passion.
“But when I saw these other club players who just play the game for the pure love of it, it was a step back for me and it reminded me why I started playing the game.”
Combrinck added that it’s also what’s making him so excited about beginning a new era with the Bulls against new opposition.
“In a moment on the rugby field you can build a connection with somebody that can turn into a lifelong friendship. You rugby career will end, and then all you have is those memories and those moments to cherish. And the friendships. That is special. It’s easy to just say these things, but to truly understand them is another thing entirely. That club game made me realise this again.”
At the age of 31 and with a wealth of experience that includes playing in Europe and for the Springboks, Combrinck hopes to add tremendous value to the team dynamic and especially among the younger members of the Bulls squad.
“When you’re young, that first time touring overseas for an extended period can be tough. Guys miss home or their girlfriends. When I was younger it was all about bringing your PlayStation with you on tour, but I think that’s changed. It’s important to remember that you can only control what you can control and bring your best to the tour.
“You can’t think and plan too far ahead. My best friend and I always say, ‘What will be, will be’. It’s especially true in today’s world with all the uncertainty out there. We all hope for things in life, but at the end of the day make peace with the fact that what will be, will be.
“I’ve also seen that if a team is happy off the field, then that tour – that stampede – is a whole lot easier. It’s a long season and it can be difficult in a group environment to keep everybody happy. But if you’re at peace with yourself and what your job is, it makes it easier for the whole team.”
